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[01 Feb 2004|11:25am] |
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new journal, IM me if you want it
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[01 Feb 2004|10:20am] |
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third eye blind - faster |
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happy football day!
i always wake up early on the weekends. maybe it's from waking up at 5 am five days a week. nah.
i talked to my dad for 30 minutes or so yesterday. he's really happy, and that makes me happy. it was my mom's birthday a few days ago. i didn't really make an effort to see her. whenever i see her it just makes me sad, she's so different now. a lot of the things my dad said made sense. i feel bad for his gf cause it's hard for him to trust people after the divorce, and she wants things to move faster than they are.
i don't know who to trust anymore either. it's like i want all these people to be better than they are but i always have high expectations. i've filtered everyone out, so all i'm left with is a few close friends. i'd rather have no friends than hang out with most of the kids in this state. no one really cares about music, art, etc. it's all about how many livejournal friends you have or what percentage of your body is covered in "ink".
life is constantly one big dissapointment. i'm just waiting for the world to reveal it's true form.
everyone is an actor or actress...it's all fake..
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| oh snap |
[31 Jan 2004|07:48pm] |
some guy let me use his fry's card. then i asked him to buy me beer, and he said no.
now i have to watch antonio benderas sober, ew.
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[31 Jan 2004|09:53am] |
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i think the mexican mafia is outside right now. i said hi.
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[29 Jan 2004|03:26pm] |
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fungus gnats go away!!!@#@!#!#$%#$^&*@
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| today is laundry day. |
[25 Jan 2004|12:14pm] |
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i just took some guys clothes out of the dryer so i could put mine in. i hope i don't get beat up.
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[11 Jan 2004|02:01pm] |
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alicia keys - harlem's nocturne |
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i went to waffle house with nicole a couple hours ago. now i wish i had another waffle with strawberries and whipped cream, mmmmm. my butt hurts a lot from the rock hard seat on my bike. i need to get one of those silicon covers or whatever. the ones that feel like boobs kinda.
baby baby baby, it's gettin kinda crazy.
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[10 Jan 2004|06:22pm] |
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word.
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[10 Jan 2004|06:18pm] |
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i am soooo bored. maybe i'll smoke and ride my bike really fast.
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| sssschwwwwinn |
[09 Jan 2004|04:57pm] |
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i bought a blue 10 speed for 14 dollars today. i thought blue meant boy, but i just realized it's a girls bike. i'm still riding it motha fuckas.
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[07 Jan 2004|11:47am] |
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everyone and everything is annoying today.
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[04 Jan 2004|12:14pm] |
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i haven't remembered a single dream i've had since about six months ago. last night i had a dream i was playing the violin in an amazing white light. i've been off from work since wednesday, and it's been great. work gave me something to do, so it's not so bad to go back tommorow. last night andy came over and we played a little, it didn't flow very well but that's ok. i've been listening to bb king and alicia keys all day. life is alright, i only get upset/ depressed/ worried when i let myself be, so i guess i won't let myself be. oh my new year's resolution was to write more i guess, and to find a violin bow for my guitar.
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[29 Dec 2003|04:48pm] |
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maybe i shouldn't be so mean to everyone, then i would have friends.
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| TRV |
[29 Dec 2003|04:38pm] |
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i miss you already buddy, come back soon.
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[25 Dec 2003|12:52pm] |
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overwhelmed by all my gifts |
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the ripping of paper |
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i feel the need to live vicariously through my friends. so since i didn't get shit for christmas feel free to tell me what you got.
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[24 Dec 2003|02:03pm] |
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i found an unreleased kubrick from 1953. interesting..
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